I was
trying to decide which of my books would be considered the
“smuttiest”. But how do you define “smutty”? Does it depend
on the variety of the sexual activities or interests involved? How
intense or extreme they are? Or is smut a state of mind, a way of
thinking and feeling that’s independent of your physical
activities?
However
you define the concept, my second novel Incognito (recently
re-released in an expanded version by Totally Bound) has to be up
near the top. My heroine Miranda is trapped between her fear of
intimacy and her powerful libido. She engages in outrageous scenes
with strangers, but pushes away the attentive and charismatic young
professor who might actually care about her.
Her
adventures incognito are triggered by an unexpected anonymous
coupling in a disco. Here’s a bit from that first scene, which sets
the tone for Miranda’s further explorations.
When
you’ve recovered...head back to Victoria’s for more delicious
Sunday smut.
She
felt damp and disheveled. She made her way through the dark corridor
that led to the ladies room. There, the light was bright enough to
make her blink. A bevy of young women sparkled around her in tight
dresses and spike heels, preening and perfecting their beauty like
exotic and colorful birds. Miranda gazed at herself in the mirror. A
stranger gazed back, long limbs and ripe curves, creamy skin flushed
with excitement.
I
should go home, Miranda thought, as she reapplied her lipstick
and adjusted her clinging garments. Enough is enough.
She
stepped into the shadowed hallway, seeing nothing but the flash of
the strobe at the opposite end. All at once, from behind her, she
felt a hand firmly grasp her wrist. “What…?” she began, then
there was a finger at her lips, urging her to silence. She was pulled
backward, against someone’s body, a man’s body—the evidence
bulged against her, pushing into the small of her back. The finger at
her lips brushed her cheek then flicked at her right nipple.
I
should scream. The thought was fleeting, abstract. Meanwhile
there were hands in the dark, silent and skillful. There was no force
here, only invitation, temptation. She did not resist as her unknown
companion guided her through some curtains, into a place of deeper
darkness where the beat of the rock and roll was muffled and distant.
There was a metallic sound of coat hangers disturbed by their
entrance.
He did
not speak, but Miranda heard his rough breathing as he cradled her
breasts in his palms. Was it her partner from the dance floor? she
wondered. She sniffed for his cologne but caught only the scent of
male sweat and her own arousal.
A wave
of lust washed over her. Miranda groped behind her, seeking that hard
ridge of flesh she knew she’d find there. Blind, she brushed
against it. Then one of her breasts was released and she heard a
zipper tearing open. Now his cock was naked in her hand, pulsing hot,
steel encased in velvet. It was strange and thrilling to have him
slide back and forth in her palm, to sense his excitement in the
hardening, swelling bulk she fondled.
The
hand on her breast tugged, pulling her top down to her waist. Then it
resumed its bold caresses, tightening thumb and forefinger on her
nipple until she almost cried out. Heat flowed through her. She felt
herself melting from the inside out, dampening, softening, opening
like some tropical flower.
Her
partner used both hands to raise her skirt. She rested her palms
against a wall and arched her back, forcing her bottom out toward
him, inviting him on. He stroked and fondled her buttocks. Each touch
made her hungrier, more greedy for the sensation of his huge, unseen
cock inside her.
A soft
moan escaped her as he reached between her legs to cup her pubis.
“Shh,” he whispered. She did not recognize the voice. Impatient,
unbearably eager for him, Miranda grabbed her brief bikini panties
and pulled them down to her knees. They were soaked, she realized, as
she struggled to remove them entirely.
Her
partner took hold of the garment. There was the sound of rending
fabric as he tore them off her. Yes, thought Miranda, crazed
with desire. Please. She spread her legs wide and rubbed her
hind cheeks against the hardness springing from his groin.
She
felt his fingers groping in the dark, seeking the entrance among the
folds. They slipped into her. She pushed, trying to force them
deeper. Now the head of his cock prodded her pussy, while his fingers
still played there, opening, stretching, guiding. At last, the whole
wonderful length of him slid into her.
She bit
her lip, struggling to maintain their tacit vow of silence. He worked
her, plunging deep and hard, sensing her needs without words. The
shrouded beat of the music, the beat of her heart, the synchronized
rhythm of their breathing—it was another dance, and Miranda poured
herself into it.
The
darkness was total. Still, Miranda, driven by instinct, closed her
eyes. Other senses took over. The cloakroom was heavy with the animal
smell of sex. Sound was muffled, subtle, no voices, nothing but the
quickening rasp of air through open mouths. Wanting taste, Miranda
burrowed her face into the crook of her arm, to find salt and a hint
of musk. Touch, though, was the reigning sense, the glide of his cock
in and out of her slick folds, the little twinge when he caught the
opening of her womb. His coarse pubic hair like burlap against her
thighs when he buried himself to the hilt. The sharp bite of his
fingernails as he pried her cheeks apart, seeking deeper access, more
complete possession.
* * *
So, was
that smutty enough for you?
If not, tune in next Sunday!
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