Friday, June 3, 2016

Once and Again by M.S. Kaye (#coverreveal #sneakpeek #forbiddenlove @mskosciuszko)




Once & Again Book Two
By M.S. Kaye

She was once his secret desire… Will she be again?

Father Aiden, an ex-marine and new priest, falls in love with Maylynn, but he struggles to stay away from her. He’s successful for many years, though he can’t keep her out of his dreams.
Then one day she shows up for a pre-marital counselling session with her fiancĂ©, Davis. Aiden soon realizes Davis isn’t who he says he is, but what does that mean for Maylynn, and for himself?

Will be released August 4, 2016 from Inkspell Publishing.
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Excerpt

You’re studying to be a priest?”

He made himself meet her eyes. “I am a priest.”

She let go of his hand and stepped back.

Her smiled was tight. “I’m glad you found your path.”

Quiet.

He couldn’t quite read her expression. The distance between them felt like a gorge chiseled into the earth.

Are you all right, Maylynn?” he asked.

I’m really happy for you.” Then she added, “Father Aiden.”

For some reason, her words stabbed him in the gut. He usually liked when people used his title—it seemed to imply a certain amount of trust.

I’m sorry, Maylynn.” He wasn’t entirely sure why he was apologizing. He just didn’t like to see her uncomfortable.

I’m happy for you,” she repeated.

Then he realized what the problem was. He hadn’t anticipated this.

He moved closer. “I’m so sorry.”

Her forced smile finally dropped. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

It didn’t occur to me…”

That I might be attracted to you?”

Yes.”

Why aren’t you wearing your collar?” Anger prickled the edge of her voice.

My mother’s last wish was that I find my father. I’ve been following her notes. She was convinced he was somewhere in this area.”

Wait… Your mother’s name was Adalina?”

He nodded. With the number of times the shelter was mentioned in the notes, he figured his mother and Maylynn had met.

A pause.

Anger flashed in her eyes. “You still should’ve told me.”

I’m sorry.”

Why’d you play with me like that?”

I swear that wasn’t my intent.”

You knew damn well what was going on. Was it a game—see if you still had it? If you could still get the chicks?”

Under the anger in her eyes, he saw the hurt. He swore he could feel it exactly, as if it was his own.

He shifted even closer, just in front of her. “I’m sorry,” he said again. His voice lowered, quieted. “I didn’t see what you were feeling because I was fighting so hard myself. I still am.”

Fighting what?”

What I felt the first time I saw you, what I’m still feeling.”

She waited, glaring at him.

I’m attracted to you,” he said. “Intensely.”




Once, Book One

Will be released July 2, 2016 from Inkspell Publishing.

Her first and also her once.

Jonathan and Rebecca’s paths cross at exactly the right moment, when each most needs to hear what the other has to say.

But Jonathan is three days from entering the priesthood, and Rebecca leaves him to his peace. But he is unable to find peace.

Without each other’s comfort and strength, they must each struggle to forge a new path, with only memories of the one day that changed everything.

But are they able to forget and let go?

Once & Forever, Book Three

Will be released December 2016 from Inkspell Publishing.

Eden, a nun, is constantly struggling against her dark past of living on the streets, and her attraction to Trace, an ex-convict farm worker. After a twelve-year separation, Eden is finally reunited with her brother, Thomas, but why hadn’t she reached out to him in all those years? As Eden and Trace grow closer, confessing their pasts to each other, will they be able to resist getting too close?

Author Bio

M.S. Kaye has several published books under her black belt. A transplant from Ohio, she resides with her husband Corey in Jacksonville, Florida, where she tries not to melt in the sun. Find suspense and the unusual at www.BooksByMSK.com.
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Thursday, June 2, 2016

The Teflon Dom (#bdsm #eroticromance #excerpt)

Although I write in many genres, BDSM erotica and erotic romance may be my favorites. Indeed, I first began writing erotica, nearly twenty years ago, in order to explore my own craving for erotic surrender. In my kinky stories, I try to communicate the emotional intensity and sense of communion that have characterized my personal experience with dominance and submission.

Given the above confession, you won’t be surprised to hear that I also read a lot of BDSM fiction. Some stories push my buttons—others don’t. I like tales with submissives who are brave enough to admit what they want, and dominants who are nurturing and trustworthy as well as strict. I also enjoy stories about Doms who have weaknesses or blind spots, or who are occasionally afflicted by self-doubt.

All too often, BDSM fiction features “Teflon Doms”. These Masters are flawless and hard as diamonds. They’re experts in wielding every sort of instrument and toy, to maximum effect. They never miss a stroke. They can inflict a beating or a spanking without tiring, no matter how long it takes. They can read every nuance of the sub’s reactions. They know exactly what the sub is thinking, what she wants, what her limits are. When you’re submitting to a Teflon Dom, safe words are irrelevant.

Teflon Doms tend to be tall and muscular, confident to the point of being arrogant. They’re often taciturn and distant as well, though in BDSM romance, that’s usually a facade which the heroine will eventually penetrate.

I’ve come to seriously dislike Teflon Doms (though given their frequent appearance in fiction, I surmise that many readers must feel differently). I know from experience that real world kink involves awkwardness, mistakes and crossed signals. Most importantly, real world dominants are not perfectly functioning machines. The Dom is as human as the sub. He has his own needs, which may or may not be fulfilled depending on the submissive’s behavior and courage, and his own worries. Are the ropes too tight? Is he flogging her too hard? Can he trust her to use her safeword if the scene gets too intense?



Theo Moore, the hero of my most recent novel The Gazillionaire and the Virgin, epitomizes the sort of Dom who turns me on. He’s relatively inexperienced. Most of what he knows about kink, at least at the start of the book, derives from Internet research and pornography. And he’s ashamed of his lurid, sadistic fantasies, until Rachel, the submissive heroine, encourages him to act on his desires. When he does let his inner demons out to play, he discovers the joy and the magic of power exchange. Dominance comes naturally to Theo, but he never becomes so confident that he loses his emotional connection to Rachel.

I love Theo. I think readers will, too. He’s such a welcome relief from the robotic hunks that characterize so much BDSM erotic romance.

Here’s a snippet, to show you what I mean.


I loose my cock from my jeans and pump my erection a few times, just for effect. I think I’m bigger and harder than ever before. Her worried gaze flicks down to my cock. “Do you agree, Rachel? Can I do what I want to you?”

She swallows. She squirms. This is more difficult for her than I would have guessed. It was, after all, her idea.

Well? Speak up, Dr. Zelinsky.”

Yes.”

Yes what?”

She squares her shoulders and meets my eyes bravely. “Yes, I consent. You can do what you want, Theo.”

Good girl.” I bend to reward her with a kiss. Her mouth is sweet and hungry. “If I’m hurting you too much and you want me to stop, say ‘Apple’. Understand?”

Yes, yes, of course. ‘Apple’. Now would you please get on with it?”

I chuckle. “Patience, Rachel. I’m in charge here. It’s not your place to make demands.” She lets out a squawk as I rather brutally twist her nipple. “Is it?”

Ow—no—no, sir.”

Hmm. Where did that come from?

And from now on, you’ll be quiet, unless I ask you a direct question. Nod if you agree.”

She does. Who would have believed Rachel Zelinsky could be so obedient?

I’m as eager as she is, maybe more so, but something tells me that pacing is important. So I take my time, uncoiling the long hank of rope to lay it out on the couch, measuring with care and cutting four equal pieces.

Two for your arms, two for your legs,” I tell her.

I gaze at the ropes stretched out and waiting. Pre-cum leaks from my rigid dick, soaking my pants. Suddenly impatient, I strip, tossing my clothes into a corner. “You ready, slut?” I growl.

Rachel bows her head in silent assent.

Unfortunately, I’m not ready. I’d imagined her bound and immobile on my bed, where I could stretch her out spread-eagled and fuck her at my leisure, but now I realize that’s impossible. The bed has no hooks or bars for affixing the ropes—just a polished wood headboard and no footboard at all.

I could try to hog tie her, like in the magazines, but that wouldn’t give me full access to her body. Or maybe I should drape her over the ottoman, then bind her wrists and ankles together. That position would be good for wailing on her ass. I want to see her face, though, when I make her come.

Damn. I’m such an amateur. 

 

Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Women Drivers (#guestblog #romance #sexualeducation @SpencerDryden)

By Spencer Dryden (Guest Blogger)

In planning for this blog, I decided to turn the tables on my friend and mentor, Lisabet Sarai. All the usual blog prompts have grown stale. I wanted to do something different.

Lisabet has read most of my stories and even some articles I have written for a mainstream media site, The Goodmen Project. I briefly participated as a blogger on her site, Oh Get a Grip, where she was periodically forced to blot out the stains I made upon the fabric of the English language. More than anyone else in the field, I was comfortable asking her what she would like to know about me, or my writing, that would inspire/entertain/enlighten her readership. Here was her reply:

I've been thinking about your question. One of the things that has always struck me about your stories is that despite (mostly) being narrated by male characters, the female is always the one in focus. Your heroes are deeply appreciative of the heroines, showing them a lot of respect and rarely trying to boss them around. And to a large extent, the women drive the plot.

In a word, they're exactly the opposite of the "alpha" heroes of traditional romance.

So you might write a post talking about this aspect of your work, why you write this sort of female-centered story.

I don't know who discovered water, but it probably wasn't fish. I'd never thought about my writing in the way Lisabet observed it. What a blessing. We writers stumble blindly through life wondering how our work is perceived in its totality. Her observation is accurate and flattering. My brand of male-centric erotic romance is different from the standard trope. 

When I say male-centric, I mean that the story is from the male main character's point of view. Yes, the women are central, but the only way the reader learns about what's in the woman's mind is through her actions and dialogue. My heroes are typically ordinary guys who fall into the orbit of empowered women—not wicked women like film noir—just women who know what they want and aren't afraid to go for it. Who couldn't love women like that? It pretty well encapsulates every woman I've loved or lusted for.

My latest book, Plumbers and Other Lovers, features an AC technician, a plumber, furnace repair technician and a beach bum/handyman. There are no alpha males, no billionaire bad boys, no self- destructive ego maniacs— just simple guys trying to get through life and find their way to the bedroom. That's the trope, but Lisabet is asking where it comes from. Hmmmm. Igor, open the crypt.

I just turned sixty-six. My sexual prowess is slipping away. I first noticed the decline at age sixty-three. I've been mourning in a sense, watching a part of my life pass away. It's a bitter sweet transition. Sometimes the view in twilight is better than under the harsh noon sun. Sex has been a great source of joy and pain for me. It's a cruel trick of nature that a man's sexual prowess is greatest when he has the least ability to use it properly. Sexually satisfying a woman is on the top of the guy list.

It's not just my age doing me in. The medicine I've recently been prescribed for longstanding prostate problems reduces testosterone and …ahem ...performance. This side effect might be treatable with the magic 'blue pill' that would let me lift bathtubs. However, there is a second more damaging effect of the medication, it drains the libido. The fantasy screen is going dark. It's a big change, and admittedly frightening.

I have been enchanted by female allure since the first time I felt that stirring in my pants at the sight of a naked woman—well over a half century ago. In guy terms I'm pussy whipped. The sight, sound, scent and touch of a woman—even if only imagined—has been a way of knowing I'm alive. It's been a mysterious, irresistible siren song. Losing that lifelong yearning has me asking who I will be— just another shriveled old man? Time will tell. None of us gets out of this alive. Heck maybe it will be like the episode of Seinfeld where George gives up sex and becomes a genius. I could use some of that.

For those of you who haven't arrived yet, the sixties can be wonderfully liberating. For me, old taboos started falling away like so much dead skin. At that first warning bell, I gave myself permission to explore my sexual fantasies, while I still had them. I thought it would be easiest if I did it via fiction. Prior to age sixty-three the only fiction I had written was sales reports for my managers. I'm poorly trained in the English language (as Lisabet will surly attest), I can't spell (that's a really long story) and I have the attention span of a fly. (Which is why I like short works.) Yet, I was drawn to trying to articulate my fantasies via fiction rather journaling, which I've done for over thirty years. Fiction allows much more freedom and a sense of detachment. (The devil made me do it.) In fiction I can make love to any woman I want, my wife could care less, and the woman enjoys it.

Despite my liberation, I felt no need to put my new found outlet in the face of others. If my friends, family and associates learned of my interest in erotica, they would drop dead in horror. I adopted a pen name (another story) and began scratching ideas. The trope which developed emerged out of my sexual inexperience, awkwardness with intimacy, and fear of rejection. In my limited sex life I have never been the initiator. All of the sexual relations I've enjoyed came from wives or lovers who led me to the bedroom like a lamb to the slaughter, and subtly taught me how to please them. Women are so skillful at seduction. Without the standing of a social scientist, I think I can safely state that if a guy becomes proficient at sex, it's because his women partners taught him how. We sure don't learn it in the guy world. Almost all of my stories incorporate both subtle and direct teaching of technique by the female characters. One of my hopes was I might reach a male readership and pass along some of what I have learned.

In real life, I am a handyman for hire, so the tradesman theme is a natural vehicle for me. My stories usually have some grounding in home repair, which I hope adds to the sense of reality. The sex part is pure fantasy. In twenty plus years of handyman work, I have never had even an inkling of the transgressive situations my heroes encounter.

These little tales have been fun to write, but this collection will probably be my last. As I mentioned, the light is dimming. I'm still writing, but shifting my focus to longer works with more plot and less sex. Maybe, if my IQ shoots up, I'll complete one of my WIPs.

If you're looking for a different flavor of M/F vanilla, you might enjoy Plumbers and Other Lovers. They are all short, perfect for passing the time while you are waiting for the cable guy to arrive.




Blurb

Plumbers and Other Lovers is a collection of four short stories about skilled tradesmen who stumble into romantic encounters in the course of their everyday, blue-collar lives. There is a tale for each season, beginning in summer with "Summer Heat"; on to fall for "Love Above See Level"; into the cold of winter with "Then, One Frozen Christmas Eve"; and finally, spring's "The Accidental Gigolo". It's four seasons of love and lust among leaky pipes. You won't find alpha males, billionaire bad boys, or self-destructive egomaniacs among Spencer Dryden's leading men--just ordinary guys who are drawn into the orbit of some enticing women. When the lights are out, the heat is off, or the pipes are leaking, these are the kind of guys a woman wants to see at her door: real men with tools and talent--and some smoldering sexuality.



About Spencer Dryden


Spencer Dryden is a new writer but an old guy on the threshold of draining Medicare and Social Security.

In real life he is a handyman, an at-home dad, inventor and web videographer living a quiet life in the frozen tundra of Minnesota (USA).

Like all writers he has a cat but they don’t get along well. He can be found at the usual writer hangouts:



Twitter: @SpencerDryden

Email: fictionbyspencer [at] gmail [dot] com

Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Review Tuesday: Inked (#tattoos #erotica #sexylittlepages @iamannasky)


Inked: Sexy Tales of Tattoo Erotica

Edited by Anna Sky
Sexy Little Pages, 2016

I haven’t reviewed a new erotica anthology in ages. To be honest, I’ve largely lost interest in multi-author collections of erotic short stories. I’m jaded, I guess. After a decade and a half of reading sexy shorts, I find they all too often sound the same. I’ll finish a tale and almost immediately forget it. (That makes reviewing a bit tricky!) Even if the stories are arousing and competently written, it’s pretty rare to find one that evokes an “oh gee, wow!” response on my part.

Hence, Anna Sky’s new collection Inked was a welcome change. Inked features nine wonderfully diverse stories, some by authors with whom I’m familiar, others by people new to me. Pretty much all these have in common is some plot or thematic connection to tattoos. Aside from this, they represent a wide range of genres, genders and moods.

Lilya Loring’s “Company Ink” paints a portrait of an apprentice tattoo artist, lusting hopelessly for the cool, bitchy mistress of the craft with whom he works. The writing in this tale has a few rough spots, but the subtle humor and the sexy surprise ending compensate.

In “Scissoring”, Annabeth Leong pens a gentle portrait of two women attracted to one another in the bathroom line in a club. One protagonist’s tattoo sets the plot in motion, drawing the attention of the other woman, who might otherwise have been afraid to speak up. Neither woman has any sexual experience with her own gender, a fact that both try to hide as they fall into raw lust in a toilet stall. The author does a fantastic job portraying the sense of rightness and freedom they feel in surrendering to their long-hidden erotic fantasies.

Her Midnight Roses” by Zak Jane Keir is a mysterious and compelling paranormal story, featuring a sort of succubus who seduces her victims via her fascinating rose tattoos. Unlike traditional sex-demons, however, this one heals the spirits of the humans she consumes, teaching them life lessons.

The Voron-Kali Emperor’s New Clothes” shifts the genre to science fiction and the gender pairing to M/M. A supremely talented young tattooist is recruited to bring down the alien emperor responsible for enslaving humanity, using his body and his art.

"Nine Lives" by Harley Easton illustrates how tattoos can provide a way to handle life's challenges. Leo has gotten new ink to mark each epoch of his difficult existence. When he reunites with an old flame, a brilliant but retiring artist, she makes their connection permanent by using him as her canvas. This sensitive, nuanced story rips all the stereotypes about tattoos to shreds.

Jillian Boyd’s “Sign Your Name” is a fairly conventional romance, between a Jewish artist and a hot Latin dance instructor. Although the plot is somewhat predictable, the vivid characterizations make it a satisfying read.

Commitment” by Katya Harris and “Uncovering Heather” by Victoria Blisse were my favorite stories in this volume. “Commitment” is a lusciously detailed D/s scenario in which a female submissive has a permanent collar tattooed around her neck by her Master’s close friend, with her Master present. More than any other tale here, this story captures the intimacy of receiving a tattoo, as well as the delicate balance between pain and pleasure to be found in offering one’s body to the needle.

Uncovering Heather” is memorable for its sharply observed descriptions, snappy dialogue and full-hearted emotion. Heather thinks she’s fat and ordinary, but the booted, quiffed and tattooed young man who chats her up on the Tube has other opinions.

The collection ends with Alain Bell’s “Venomous Ink” which switches gears again, from realistic, heterosexual erotic romance to mystical lesbian science fiction. The author turns up the heat in this tale of techno-mages, nano-machines, and F/F lust.

All in all, this is an impressive collection, especially in its variety. I should also mention the attractive design of this book—appropriate for a volume about art. I know that for the editor, Anna Sky, this was a labor of love, and this shows.

Inked is by turns entertaining, thought-provoking, and arousing. It is most definitely not boring. If you’re a fan of tattoos—or even if you’re not—I recommend it.

Monday, May 30, 2016

The Learning Curve (#pnr #series #writing @AuthorLolaWhite)

By Lola White (Guest Blogger)

Hopefully, every writer that sits down to create a story will get better with every tale told. But it can be an arduous process. There are skills that can’t be taught on blogs about writing, you can’t learn them through advice, or even by reading others’ books. These resources might be helpful as a starting point, but, eventually, you have to find your voice and you have to learn for yourself how to share it.

Writing a series turned out to be akin to jumping into the deep end for me. It also puts my learning curve front and center, on display for all to see. When I started writing the Magic Matched series the concept was completely different, but it soon settled into what became Betrothed. I thought I would write one book, but I hadn’t even gotten halfway through Betrothed when I realized I would need many, many more words to tell the story in my head and in my heart.

I didn’t want some horribly long epic adventure, yet that was what my main plot needed. So I started planning, and realized that I would need four books. However, the story is about two witches, and four books about two witches, especially an erotic romance when the two witches are forbidden from having sex, seemed a little…drawn-out. Learning, learning! I added more depth to what used to be secondary characters, and gave them each prominent roles on the main stage, then broke the whole into manageable chunks. Two romance stories in each novel…


I also learned that the first in a series is a breeze. It’s a blank canvas, you’re making up the rules as you go. The second in the series isn’t too bad, either. It’s not yet complicated enough to have you drawing graphs, and if you write the first and second back-to-back like I did, everything is fresh in your mind. It’s a fairly fluid continuation. Looking back, however, I can see how those first two books were influenced by my love of Stephanie Laurens’ romance novels. They have a prose-y-ness that most of my other books have outgrown. (Not completely because I do love a good turn of phrase, but knowing what flowery phrases to keep is also part of the learning process.)

Then came the third book, Motherhood. Just released on May 17th, I’m amazed it wasn’t delayed indefinitely. I started writing the book just after the second. I’d written most of it when my brain shut off—which usually means my subconscious thinks something is wrong with my story. I put the book aside until I could figure out what was wrong with it…and going back was torture. I despaired, for the first time in my life. I thought I’d have to scrap everything and start over, and I had no idea how to do that, where to start that wouldn’t lead me to the same mess.

That’s part of the learning process, too—not throwing the baby out with the bathwater. I wrote a summary of each chapter on index cards and laid them out on my floor. I’ve never done that before, and haven’t since, but I did what was necessary to get my story in good order so I could continue.

Then I got to the emotions. I would have told you that I wrote with emotion, mine were always close to the surface, but Motherhood touches fears I’ve shoved to the very back of my mind. The next step in an author’s evolution, the next rise on the learning curve, is finally digging in to the core of who you are. 
 
Some get there faster than others. You can write with passion, you can tell an amazing, engaging, best-selling story…but eventually, all true writers break through that emotional wall, and nothing is ever the same again.

For me, it turns out that Motherhood was not only the hardest to write in the series, being a crucial turning point for my main characters, but also The Wall. I was a wreck, but now I feel like I can tap into my emotions more freely than before, and yet they are no longer so sharp as they were with Motherhood. One of my fears is what I’ll do when I lose my grandmother—we’re very close. In Motherhood, Georgeanne has to ask herself the same question, as her grandmother is very ill. Another one of my fears is fully trusting a mate…I’ll freely admit to being a commitment-phobe. It’s hard to hand yourself over to another—mind, body and soul like all epic romances should be right?—but Christiana Davenold is being asked to do just that by her husband.

And then we get into the heart of things. For me, the reason I shy away from a deep commitments is because I don’t want to be hurt, of course. That’s why we all run, and those who stay are the bravest people I know. Georgeanne and Silviu are at a point in their relationship where it’s all or nothing, but betrayal lurks and forgiveness can be difficult. How much could you forgive…because the betrayal in Motherhood is deep and decisions about the future will have to be made.

Now I’m writing the last book of the Magic Matched series. (Don’t tell, I’m pretty sure it was supposed to be done already!) And I’ve learned how far I’ve come. I’ve learned how to plot a series, how to connect all the dots and tie up all the loose ends. My style has changed, though I’ve tried to maintain a similarity to the other three books, and my voice became clearer. As a woman, I am more in touch with my emotions and more willing to risk them for great reward. As a writer, I have a firmer grip on my craft.

I’ve learned a lot, but it’s an ongoing process. I hope I never complete it.



Thank you Lisabet! For any who are interested in the Magic Matched series, you can find the first two books, Betrothed and Married, for a temporarily reduced price at Totally Bound and Amazon.

Magic Matched

Only magic and politics matter…until love comes into play

Silviu and Georgeanne must learn to open their hearts to each other in order to unlock their full magical potential. But with all that stands in their way—archaic traditions, murder plots, and a betrayal that threatens all they can be—they will need the group of allies they have built to help them navigate the dangerous world of witches, and succeed against the dark magic stalking them every step of the way.

About Lola White

Delve into the emotions, dive into the erotic.

An extensive traveler who loves to incorporate various legends from around the world into her tales, Lola White likes to twist reality at its edges in her stories. She likes delving into the emotions of her characters, finding their strengths and weaknesses, and seeing (and showing) how they get themselves out of whatever trouble has found them—if they can.



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In an ironic twist, I’m honoring the release of Motherhood with a celebration of fathers! In the US, Father’s day is in June, and I’ll be releasing my novella, Stolen Goods just in time to celebrate.

Comment below with a happy memory of your father, step-father, grandfather, etc. and your first name, then follow this link and let me know! I’ll send you a PDF copy of Stolen Goods.

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Sunday, May 29, 2016

A Scarborough Snog (#historical #kiss #contest)

Happy Sunday!

Yesterday marked the fourth annual (I think) Smut by the Sea extravaganza, organized by the vivacious Victoria Blisse (who is also responsible for the Sunday Snog tradition). Alas, I could not attend this year, but I marked the day by writing a brand new story, triggered by my memories of my visit to Scarborough for the event in 2015.

The mists of history lie heavy in Scarborough, from the Vikings to Victorians. As I wandered through the park on the hill overlooking the sea (complete with a statue of Queen Victoria), I could almost see the ladies strolling along the paths in their bodices and bustles. My story today brings one of them to life (and of course features a kiss or two). I've even illustrated it with some of my own photos from last week's trip.

Having gone to all this trouble, I decided to run a contest to encourage you to read the tale. After you read the story, leave me a comment with your email, and tell me what you think should happen next

I'll randomly select one person who comments. The winner can choose one of my historical romances as a prize: Challenge To Him (MF BDSM set in the Gilded Age in America), Monsoon Fever (MMF menage set in Assam, India, after WWI), or Shortest Night  (MM and MF set in Shakespearean England).  

Oh, and when you are done here, do head back to Snog Central for lots more sexy Sunday kisses.


Anything but a Gentleman

Meredith’s curls adhered to the back of her neck, stuck there with most unladylike sweat. Though several days remained until the end of May, summer had arrived with a vengeance. Perched on a tree-shaded bench in the elegant park near the top of the tramway, she found but scant relief from the relentless noonday sun. In her tight bodice and layered skirts, she could scarcely breathe. 

 

Her parents and sister had retreated to the hotel to refresh themselves before luncheon. Meredith had promised to follow soon.

Do let me sit for a few minutes, “ she’d pleaded. “The sea looks so lovely from up here. I will miss it when I’m in out in the country.” Reluctantly, her father agreed.

Now she was alone in the manicured gardens, a rare pleasure. All sensible holiday visitors had followed her family’s model. She trained her eyes on the faraway line where the pale sky met the blue-green ocean. If only she could sail away, to the Continent perhaps. Or to America! She’d gladly relinquish her privileged life, in return for her freedom. 

 

That was naught but an empty dream, though. Indeed, she would soon pass in deeper and more permanent servitude.

Life was so unfair. If she’d been born a boy, she might have found the adventures she imagined. Instead, in a month’s time, she’d be imprisoned on a country estate leagues from anywhere, wed to a near stranger twenty five years her senior. She screwed her eyes shut against the sting of gathering tears.

Why the sighs, pretty lady?”

Her eyes flew open. “What—what are you doing here?” The young man’s attire and manner made it obvious he was no gentleman. He wore no waistcoat or cravat. His shirt sleeves were rolled to the elbows, baring his tanned forearms, while his hands were buried deep in the pockets of his rust-brown trousers. A tartan cap perched on his unruly black locks. His open collar revealed a shocking glimpse of yet more hair. A man of the most common sort—though there was something familiar about him.

The speaker chuckled. “’Tis a public park. In fact, I have more right to be here than you, seeing as I was born in Scarborough.” His broad Yorkshire accent testified to the truth of his statement. “You, you’re just a tourist, come out from the city to enjoy our little diversions.” He gestured toward the distant horizon and the gleaming ocean. “But you han’t told me why you’re weeping. A lady like you, with every advantage the world can offer, should be all smiles.”



That is none of your business, sir.” Meredith emphasized the honorific, so inappropriate to this interloper. His confident grin unsettled her. Black sideburns, too long to be fashionable, framed his overly-red mouth. His smile broadened in response to her scrutiny, showing surprisingly good teeth. He met her eyes with a boldness that made her feel faint. What dreadful manners he had! With difficulty, she turned her gaze back toward the sea. “Please depart and leave me in peace.”

Yea, but you’re not. At peace, I mean.” Without asking her permission, he folded his lanky frame and settled him on the bench, not a foot from where she sat.

A wave of heat crashed over her. She snatched her skirts away. The young man laughed once more.

You’ll not catch anything from me, girl. Come now, tell me your sorrows. I know you can’t share ‘em with your own people.”

As I indicated, my sorrows, as you put it, are none of your concern.” Meredith knew she should simply stand up and walk away from this impudent stranger. Somehow, her limbs failed to obey her.

Let me guess, then. You’re about to be married off. Pledged to some gent who don’t interest you in the slightest.” He surveyed her slender form with obvious appreciation. “Here’s you, so young and beautiful, and all that’s going to be wasted on some lordling who don’t care for anything but his hounds and his horses.”

No, no, that’s not true...” she began. To her horror and mortification, she dissolved into tears before she could complete her objection.

There, there...don’t cry, my pretty.” He captured her gloved hand in his work-worn fingers and gave it a squeeze. “I’m sure Lord So-and-So isn’t worth your tears.”

Lord—Lord—Roderick Walters—of Rathborne Hall—Herefordshire,” Meredith sobbed. “He’s—he’s fifty six, and looks ten years older. Bald and paunchy, with a dreadful mustache... And I—I—in just four weeks...Oh, I can’t stand the thought of him! I can’t!” A fresh squall of tears shook her.

“’Tis a true shame, lady. You deserve better.”

Meredith raised her eyes and saw genuine sympathy in those of her companion. Moments ago, laughter had lit their green depths. Even now, when he was serious, they sparkled, gem-like. “I—I’ve never been anywhere, or done anything exciting. My parents treat me like some hot house flower. If only I were a man...”

I for one am glad you’re not,” he told her, with a half-smile.

Her chest ached. Her cheeks burned. Still, his attention made the moment easier to bear. “I’m barely seventeen,” she murmured. “And my life is over. I’ve never seen Paris. I’ve never been in love. I’ve never been kissed.”

Ah! That, at least, we can fix.”

Somehow he’d managed to take hold of her other hand. He pulled, and she slid towards him along the wrought iron bench, until his trousered leg touched her hip. The day grew immeasurably hotter.
Her protests died on her lips as they met his.

His mouth molded to her own with a firm pressure that hinted of great strength, held in check. He did not force himself upon her. Instead, he tempted her, the smoothness of his lips a thrilling contrast to the stubble that grazed her cheek. A vigorous, male scent rose from his flesh, sweat mingled with something sharper. It dizzied her. The world whirled around her as she closed her eyes and allowed herself to sink more deeply into the kiss.

Her partner sensed her surrender. Releasing her hands, he grasped her shoulders to draw her closer. Her frantic heart beat against his tightly muscled chest. She moaned as a tuft of the hair protruding from his shirt brushed her own throat. The intimacy—it was overwhelming! She knew she should stop him, that she’d be thoroughly ruined should anyone observe the liberties he was taking, but the sensations were too delicious for her to relinquish.

He took advantage of her parted lips to slide his tongue between them. Reckless and hungry, she opened further, inviting him to explore. He claimed her completely then, drinking her in while his fingers trailed down her sides, teasing her through the many layers of silk, linen and muslin that separated his skin from hers. She dared for a moment to imagine what it would be like to shed those oppressive layers, to truly bare herself to his touch. Oh, what a wicked woman she was! The bliss surging through her erased her dutiful guilt.

He tasted—sweet. Like the caramel toffies Alice had bought that morning as they strolled along Foreshore Road. All at once she realized why he seemed familiar.

You—you’re the candy vendor,” she gasped, struggling to extricate herself from his arms and catch her breath.

He did not try to restrain her. “Thought you didn’t recognize me. You seemed in some other world when you passed my stall today.”

She remembered him now, though—his bold eyes and the way he’d winked as her mother hustled her away. “You followed me!” she exclaimed. “What are you doing here? What do you want?”
Nothing, lass, that you don’t want to give.” His conspiratorial tone made her shiver. He knew perfectly well she wanted him to kiss her again.

A hot flush swept through her. What in the world was she doing? “I must get back to the hotel, before my family comes looking for me. I cannot be seen with you.”

The toffee man gave her a sad smile. “No, that wouldn’t do, would it? Run along then, my little lady.” He rose to his feet and tipped his cap. “Good day to you, Miss.”

Meredith lingered on the bench, one gloved hand clutching the other. “But...”

Yes?”

I—I don’t even know your name.”

His emerald eyes gleamed. “It’s Tom, Miss. Tom Barnes.”

I’m Meredith. ‘Tis best I don’t tell you my surname.”

Tom nodded, a cocky grin lighting his face. “A true pleasure, Miss Meredith. But maybe I should call you Merry. Seems like a fine name for a sad lady like you.”

She laughed, and felt the awful tightness under her breastbone relax. “Not as sad as before, thanks to you, sir.”

I could offer you further cheer, if you’d let me.”

Oh, what madness to even think on it! “I doubt that would be advisable, Tom.”

He shrugged. “Perhaps not. Then again, you should trust your instincts.”

Right now, my instincts feel far from trustworthy.” She offered her hand. “Goodbye, Tom. I’m very glad to have—ah—made your acquaintance.”

The candy seller pressed his lips to the back of her hand, in exaggerated mimicry of a gentleman. She couldn’t suppress a chuckle. When he finally released her, he fished around in his pocket for several moments.

Here,” he said, pressing something small and hard into her palm. “You know where to find me.” Turning his back on her, he headed down the stairway to the beach, whistling.

Meredith watched him disappear before she examined the item in her hand. It was a toffee. She unwrapped the twisted, waxed paper and popped it into her mouth. The taste reawakened luscious memories.

She was whistling, too, as she strolled back toward the hotel. After all, she’d be in Scarborough for another week. Anything was possible.


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