Saturday, September 11, 2010

Freak Parade

By Marilyn Jaye Lewis (Guest Blogger)

The seeds for my newest novel, Freak Parade, were planted way back in the fall of 2000 when I was still living in New York City. I wanted somehow to capture the stories of my life there and my friends’ lives and the whole feel of the city itself back then – and, most importantly, I wanted to capture the essence of the great love of my life, Mikey Rivera, when he was a man who was truly in his prime.

When Mikey and I met for the first time, at the Park Side Lounge on E. Houston Street in New York’s East Village, it was a week before Christmas; he was 37 years old and I had just turned 40. They were magical days. But all too soon 9/11 changed everything about life in New York.

Freak Parade is a novel – a work of fiction. But it is heavily based on real lives and real occurrences between 2000 and 2003, when Mikey and I left New York for good.

I don’t personally consider Freak Parade an erotic novel, but since there are several explicit passages and since I am known as an author of erotica primarily, it has fallen under the label “erotic novel.” I learned long ago not to fight labels! Hopefully, you will read Freak Parade and decide for yourself.

An excerpt:

Eddie dropped an arm around my waist and his hand pressed firmly, intimately, at the small of my back. He pushed my body close to his and, holding my hand tight, he raised my arm up and out, in perfect form. My breasts were pressed against his chest. The heat of his body felt inviting next to mine – even in that suffocating room – and every well developed muscle in his chest, in his arms, felt indisputably masculine. He was wearing intoxicating cologne, too; a scent I’d never smelled before. It was musky, sensual, captivating. It went right to my head just as the song Pablo was singing became almost viscerally familiar to my ears. It was an old song, “Perfidia,” only in Spanish now, with its sexy, haunting, hypnotizing mambo rhythm drawn out slow.

Within a heartbeat, I was actually dancing, protected from any false steps by Eddie Ramirez’s capable lead and the close security of his arms. We were completely engulfed in a compact sea of other slowly mamboing couples, with no place to move, really, except closer to each other. I felt breathless, I was actually dancing and yet the suggestive mambo rhythm, its back beat hooking into our hips and bringing our pelvises ever closer together, melting our bodies into each other like butter, made it feel less like dancing and more like some kind of ethereal sexual intercourse. My head was swimming.

All around us, the couples seemed to be responding to each other in the same way, like we were all part of the music, integral to the rhythm of the song and to the aching, swelling sound of Pablo’s enchanting vocal. I wondered dreamily if this was the true Latino heat one always heard about. The intensity of the sensual wave suffusing the room was inescapable. I looked up into Eddie’s face only to discover him looking down into mine. His lips didn’t smile but his eyes did; they shown like liquid coals, black and mysterious and so obviously capable of igniting with fire.

He spoke to me softly. “Are you married, mami?”

“No,” I said, surprised that my voice had found a way out of me, my throat was so constricted with awe by the closeness of his beauty.

A satisfied look settled over his face then. The firm hand at the small of my back pushed my body even closer to his.

He didn’t speak again. Those eyes just kept staring into mine. Even while I felt him growing increasingly hard, until his erection was planted right up against my mound, he didn’t speak. He simply graced my eyes with the extraordinarily beautiful sight of him.

The brass section, the lonely call of those aching horns, swelled into the exquisite pleas of Pablo’s song and the heartbreaking urgency of its crescendo made love to my ears. I so wanted to kiss this man who was holding me, burning into me, but I was steeped in a trance, in over my head. I couldn’t make that kind of bold move. Thankfully, Eddie read my mind. He leaned down and kissed my mouth sensuously, his body never missing a beat of the music.

When “Perfidia” ended, before the crowd could even applaud, Pablo soared into “Bésame Mucho” and it felt like the dance floor collectively sighed and eased ever closer to some sort of mutual orgasm of dance. It was thrilling, this chance to keep dancing with Eddie, to stay locked in his embrace since I’d already seen that he preferred a new partner with the advent of each new song. I silently thanked Pablo for this gift. I felt this was mostly Pablo’s doing, that he’d mesmerized us all with the captivating sound of his exquisite singing.

After the final notes of “Bésame Mucho” the band took a break and left the stage. It was an ingenious idea, leaving us all in that romantic grip. A lusty euphoria pervaded the room. Eddie didn’t let go of me. I felt fused to him from the hips down, his erection seeming to be part of me now. “I don’t usually hold women so closely. Forgive me,” he said.

“It’s all right,” I said.

“It seemed all right, you know?” His smoldering eyes stayed locked on mine. I felt like I’d fallen head first into them; like into a dream. I didn’t want him to let me go.

“Should I get you something to drink?” he asked.

I said, “No.”

“I suppose we should go sit down?”

I agreed reluctantly. “I suppose so.”

Holding my hand, he led me back to the table reserved for the musicians. There were six people sitting there now, in addition to Frankie.

Eddie sat in the chair next to mine. Frankie said, “Wasn’t Pablo amazing? That was just so beautiful, wasn’t it?”

I didn’t answer. I vaguely nodded my head. Eddie was still holding my hand. He said to me, “Where do you live?”

I said, “On Second Avenue and 10th Street. Where do you live?”

“Not too far from here. A little closer to the river. What was your name again?”

“Genie.”

“Genie,” he repeated. “Like the magic girl in the bottle?”

“Not usually, but right now, yeah, like the magic girl in the bottle.”

“And you’re not married?”

“No. Are you?”

“I was once, but not anymore. I have a kid though, but he lives with his mother.”

Frankie excused herself and left the table in search of Pablo, her tiny beaded handbag in tow. The others at the table, who all seemed to know Eddie very well, were involved in their own animated conversations. Perhaps it was obvious to everyone that we were in a world of our own. Eddie said to me, “I’m glad I came out tonight. I wasn’t going to. I was feeling so fed up with everything – tired, you know? But now I’m glad I changed my mind.”

I almost didn’t believe my ears. I didn’t reply, fearing that perhaps it wasn’t really me that he was glad he’d come out for, but rather the overall experience.

He said, “What do you do?”

I said, “I work in a store. Clothes, that kind of thing. In Chelsea.”

“Really? I wouldn’t have guessed that. You remind me more of like, Jackie Kennedy Onassis, you know? I’m a plumber – commercial stuff, mostly.”

“Really? A plumber?”

“That’s right.” He put his hand gently behind my neck and drew my face close to his. He said softly, “If you ever need your pipes snaked, mami, just call. I promise not to disappoint you. I’m pretty good with my tools.” Then he kissed me on the forehead.

His tender lips felt sublime on my skin. Was this really happening; was this magnificent creature of masculine delight actually flirting with me? I was too overcome with my own desire for him to flirt back. I’d turned to the proverbial putty. All I could do was stare longingly at him, smiling a sort of doubting, stupid smile.

He said, “So, Genie, what brought you to the Sidecar Lounge tonight? I’ve never seen you here on Salsa night before.”

“I came with Frankie. She wanted me to hear Pablo.”

“I’m so happy for that. Listen,” he said. But then he didn’t finish.

“What?” I said.

“It’s just that you’re so pretty, you know? I’m having trouble thinking straight.”

Spellbound, I said nothing. But my desire to be kissed again must have been all over my face, because he leaned close again and kissed me right on the mouth, his mouth opening, mine opening, our tongues meeting. At the moment our lips touched, passion sparked through my bones so fiercely that I felt like Larry from the Coney Island Freak Show, shooting off to the moon in that crazy electric chair.

Damn. Taddeo Fischetti, all 350 pounds of him, popped up in the back of my brain. I’d promised to meet him outside the lounge at two o’clock. I couldn’t blow him off. That wouldn’t be right. Not only was it rude, it seemed foolhardy to simply blow off a date with a mob guy, especially when he was going out of his way to come get me.

“What time is it?” I hated to ask Eddie that, I hated to break the spell but I needed to know.

He looked at his watch. “One thirty. Why? You have to be somewhere at this hour?”

“Well,” I fudged, “my ride is coming for me at two.”

“You’re not married, are you, mami? Be straight. Don’t play me.”

“No, no. I’m not married. It’s just that someone offered to pick me up at two, so I have to leave at two.”

Eddie looked doubtful, but he acquiesced. “I have to see you again, mami – a cup of coffee, a slice of pizza, anything. When can I see you? Let me give you my pager number, okay? You’ll page me?”

“Of course,” I said eagerly. “Sure I will.”

He made a distracted attempt to find a piece of paper or even a pen and then seemed to be overcome by his need to kiss me again. He kissed me with such passion I fell into a heightened erotic swoon right there in my chair. Until his hands were on my thighs, I didn’t even realize my legs had parted rather immodestly. “Don’t, mami,” he said, pushing my legs together. “Don’t sit like that, not here; it’s going to make me too crazy.”

His touch was gentle, still it seared through me and made me want to kiss some more. I was beginning to think it was a good thing I had to meet up with Taddeo; otherwise I would wind up in bed with Eddie Ramirez before the night was through. I knew it. And I didn’t want this feeling to crackle and burn, to fizzle out all in one sordid tumble. I wanted to see Eddie again, even for a cup of coffee. I imagined it would be the most erotic cup of coffee a girl could come by in this short, inexplicable life.

Mira,” he said. “You wait here, mami. I’ll be right back.”

BIO

For 20 years, Marilyn Jaye Lewis has been one of Western erotica's premiere voices. She is an award-winning author, editor, and multi-media producer. Her newest novel is Freak Parade. Visit her at marilynjayelewis.com

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14 comments:

Lisabet Sarai said...

Hello, Marilyn!

It's great to have you at Beyond Romance. Freak Parade is on my to-buy list. Your excerpt really communicates the erotic tension flowing between your characters!

Warmly,
Lisabet

Marilyn Jaye Lewis said...

Thanks, Lisabet!! I appreciate the support!! And thanks for having me on your blog today.
Marilyn

Anonymous said...

Sounds like a book of the heart, Marilyn! Congrats on the release:-)

Becky
BeckyBarker.com

Annabeth Carew said...

Wow! This is a lovely scene with a lot of genuine emotion in the writing. Congratulations and best wishes on the release, Marilyn.

Annabeth

Marilyn Jaye Lewis said...

Thanks Becky and Annabeth!!I really appreciate the compliments & thanks for stopping by.
Marilyn

Anonymous said...

Hi, Marilyn. I wondered if your lead male character was based on someone you actually knew, especially considering that the whole novel conveys such a feeling for a particular time and place. Thank you for telling us some of the story behind the story! (I've lived for 21 yrs with a Rivera - she was originally a political refugee from Chile.)
- Jean Roberta

Marilyn Jaye Lewis said...

Yes, Eddie Ramirez is based on Mikey Rivera, his parents were from Puerto Rico but he was born in Brooklyn, NY. We fell in love one night while dancing at the Park Side Lounge. We wound up moving to Pennsylvania together, to live in a house owned by the church. Then we wound up moving here to Ohio together, too. Even though we are no longer together, he lives about 10 minutes from me... (sigh)

Kayelle Allen said...

Wow! That took my breath away. I felt as if I was truly there, in the room. First person writing doesn't usually do that for me, so I'm doubly impressed. What beautiful expression of emotion. Thank you for posting today.

Marilyn Jaye Lewis said...

Thanks for the lovely compliment, Kayelle! I appreciate it very much.
Marilyn

LORETTA CANTON said...

Great excerpt. I really like that this came from your personal life.

loretta
lbcanton@verizon.net

Marcia James said...

The excerpt is great, but I especially like your book cover! ;-) Best wishes on lots of sales!
-- Marcia James ;-)

D. L. King said...

Wonderful excerpt, Marilyn. The sense of New York is palpable in it. Now I really can't wait to read the book. Best of luck with it.

Marilyn Jaye Lewis said...

Thanks, everybody, for stopping by, checking out the excerpt, and taking the time to leave a comment. And thank you again to Lisabet, for sharing her blog with me for the day!
Marilyn

Emerald said...

What an evocative, compelling excerpt! Thanks for sharing, Marylin, and for inviting it here, Lisabet!

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