Showing posts with label Tenille Brown. Show all posts
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Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Review Tuesday: Can't Get Enough

Can't Get Enough: Erotica for Women
Edited by Tenille Brown
Cleis Press, 2014

Too much is never enough. That's the title Tenille Brown chose for her introduction to this anthology, and it sums up the theme quite nicely. This is a book of stories about sexual insatiability, about lust that can't be denied and sometimes can't even be satisfied, for more than a few minutes at least. The characters in these stories get plenty of sex, plenty of pleasure, sometimes plenty of delicious pain as well, but it's never sufficient.

How well do the tales in this volume explicate this theme? As usual, some are more effective than others. At the top of my list is Preston Avery's amazing “Won't Last the Week”. The narrator meets the woman of his dreams at a party. They spend the night on the beach, so entranced by one another that they forget to exchange phone numbers.

She isn't skinny like the girls I usually go for, like my ideal “on paper” woman, but curved and soft and she fits me just right. Her breasts are big with a delicious slope to them, and I know they will overflow my grasp. I could bury my face in the valley between them and never come up for air. I could have seconds and thirds and fourths of her and die a gluttonous happy man. She does everything I lead her into. I don't ask – words are still lost to us. The first time I lower one of my hands to those gorgeous mounds, hidden between a thin blue cotton shirt, she doesn't protest of push me away- she arches into me, into my touch, and makes the most beautiful noise in her throat. That moment, those moments, are all that I can feel. The future is as unreal to me as a unicorn on the planet Saturn. That place where names and phone numbers matter is at least a world away.

As the week goes on, dreams and fantasies of the lost woman consume the narrator's life. Will he somehow manage to find her? Or will he go mad with need and frustration? The beautiful urgency of this story left me in wet wonder.

Another highly apt contribution is Kissa Starling's cautionary tale “Blue Balls”. A young man too busy with his career to pursue a relationship receives a pair of mysterious blue balls from the gypsy he consults for advice. The balls provide instant orgasms, of such intensity and delight that the protagonist soon finds himself neglecting all other aspects of his life in the quest for ever increasing pleasure.

Before They Burnby Beatrix Ellroy is a delicious tale of power and surrender, as a party guest teaches the hostess in the kitchen just how much she loves to be dominated. As he brings her down from her orgasm and allows her to take the cookies from the oven, he tells her:Next time, Orya, I will take my time with you.

In Giselle Renarde's exquisite “The Girl on Your Skin”, a lesbian couple with an explicitly open relationship discover that the scent of a casual lover on one of their bodies creates a virtual three-some, kindling a whole new kind of desire.

The editor's own contribution, “Famous Last Words”, is notable for its clever and insightful portrayal of “break up sex”. It's not necessary to love someone, or even to like them, to be swept away by lust for their bodies. In fact, one of the aspects of this entire book that I particularly liked was the fact that not all its stories end happily. Stupendous orgasms are not necessarily the key to long term happiness.

On the other hand, they're not something to be rejected, either.

Given the title, I expected Ms. Brown's story to be the last in the collection. However, that place belongs to Annabeth Leong's incredibly perverse “Objects of Desire”. Once again, Ms. Leong articulates sexual complexities that few other authors would even recognize. This tale of shame, need and kitchen utensils is one of the kinkiest – and most insightful – things I've read in months. It made me squirm, which I have to believe was the author's intention.

I've only mentioned the stories that particularly grabbed me, but overall, Ms. Brown has assembled a solid collection of erotic fiction, with considerable diversity in tone, content and gender pairings. I believe this may be her first time editing an anthology. She can afford to be proud of the result.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

The Tough Girl's Guide to Handling Rejection

By Tenille Brown (Guest Blogger)

I’m harder than a man on Viagra, or so I’ve been told.

The words first came from my husband when he noticed I was virtually emotionless during a heated argument.  I might have shrugged or narrowed my eyes, but I’m fairly certain I didn’t raise my voice or do any other thing that might get my heart rate up.  I’m getting older and I’d like to save my flutters for my children’s teenage years, thank you very much.

And I absolutely, for sure, did not cry.

The first time I was broken up with by a boy, over the phone, the week after senior prom, my eyes were dry.  I hung up the phone without much of a response, went to bed and showed up to school the next day like nothing was wrong.

After all, in my eyes, nothing was.

We hadn’t dated long and he had been honest and straight forward enough to give me his reasons for wanting it to be over.  I respected and accepted it and moved on.

Little did I know I would end up applying the same strategy to my writing.

My first rejection was fairly easy, I must say.  It had made it in the original manuscript, but was cut at the publishers’ which should have been devastating, but the editor was so helpful and had so many suggestions on my story and my direction, I felt like I should have thanked her for rejecting me.

When subsequent rejections didn’t go exactly that way, it occurred to me and quickly, that there wouldn’t always be someone there to pad my fall.  So, I did what I knew to do.  Reverting to old, comfortable habits, I began pushing my arms out in order to brace myself when or if I tripped.

I tell myself three basic things:

Don’t Get Too Attached

I write shorts – short fiction, erotica, and essays.  I like to get in and get out, not drawing any plot or idea out more than necessary.  That way I haven’t lain with my characters or my plot long enough to form any emotional ties.  That would be risky.  That might make me soft.

If I allowed myself to soften and get sentimental over every piece, and one of my darlings was cast aside, I’d be down to nothing by now.  The buzzards would be feasting on my poor, pathetic carcass.

That’s not to say that I’m made of steel.  I’ve been disappointed at missed opportunities and tortured by questions of what I could have done to make a piece work.  However, I can’t allow it to affect the way I work going forward.  What if, going forward, I start to change this about my writing and that was really the problem to begin with?

Set It…And Forget It

When I’m writing, I just do it. If a certain call interests, me, I attempt to write something for it.  Most times, it makes it to the submissions stage, sometimes it doesn’t get finished.  I just know that emotionally, I can’t afford to worry about it either way.

I like to love the story for what it is and leave it alone, giving myself the space to be able to not fret while it’s in waiting stage.

Once it’s left my mind, my fingertips, and furthermore made it into the editor’s inbox, it’s out of my hands, literally and figuratively.

It Is What It Is

I don’t expect or ask for feedback after a rejection.  I’ve learned to accept that just because it’s not someone’s cup of tea doesn’t necessarily mean it’s bad tea.

I believe I’m a decent writer, but I don’t always knock it out of the park, nor do expect every ball to be a home run.  Hell, sometimes I don’t even make it off the bench.  I just know that I only have five to ten minutes to spend thinking about a rejection, otherwise I’m in danger of obsession – I know me.  Besides, ten minutes is plenty long enough to log the rejected submission in my rejected file and remind myself to look for appropriate places to resubmit the piece later.

Yes, there might be some denial and delusion mixed in here somewhere with all my tough girl talk, and maybe I haven’t wagered enough, or fallen hard enough, but right now, this is what works for me.

It might not be a habit many could adapt to or get on board with, but just like those rejected pieces, I realize, everything ain’t for everybody.

Does it sound like I’ve been hurt before and I’m willing to do anything to keep it from happening again?  Maybe you’re right, but I can bet you one thing, my stubborn ass will never tell.

Bio: Tenille Brown’s smut is featured online and in nearly fifty print anthologies including Chocolate Flava, 1 and 3, Curvy Girls, Going Down, Best Bondage Erotica, 2011 and 2012, Sapphic Planet, Suite Encounters, Open, and Best Lesbian Erotica 2013.  The southern wife and mother writes for Mischief Books, blogs at http://therealtenille.com and tweets @TheRealTenille.

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