Welcome
to this week’s edition of MFRW Book Hooks! Today I am featuring a
bit from one of my oldest books. Incognito
was the
second novel I wrote, originally published (by
Blue Moon Books, in print) in
2002. It has
been through four editions since then, improving (I believe...) with
each one. I’ve made the dialogue smoother and the emotions more
believable. What hasn’t changed is the heat.
Incognito
is definitely a romance. It follows the development of a serious,
committed, loving relationship and ends with honeymoon. At the same time, it
also fits the definition of erotica, chronicling one woman’s
journey as she tries to come to terms with her own desires. In fact,
there are two journeys here, since my heroine Miranda finds her own
experiences mirrored in the secret diary of a Victorian gentlewoman
in Boston.
I
seem to have a lot of difficulty writing books that fit neatly into
genre pigeonholes.
Anyway,
here’s a short blurb and a PG excerpt. Hope you enjoy it.
Blurb
Shy
and serious by day—insatiable by night.
During
the day, Miranda Cahill works diligently on her doctoral thesis. At
night, she has sex with strangers. Her secret life explodes when she
realizes her masked partner at a kink club and the charismatic
colleague courting her are in fact the same person – the one man
who can teach her to accept her diverse desires, as well as to trust
her heart.
The
Hook
The
grizzled head of Harold Scofield poked through the door. “Hello,
Miranda. I am sorry to intrude, but I have someone to whom I would
like to introduce you.” Miranda smiled to herself; her genial
thesis advisor always sounded like a grammar textbook. The
gray-bearded figure in suspenders bustled in, followed by an
attractive young man in dark-framed eyeglasses.
“Miranda,
I would like to present Mark Anderson, our new lecturer. Mark will be
handling the Dickens course for the summer session.”
“Mark,
this is Miranda Cahill, my most promising graduate student.”
Miranda blushed, and Dr. Scofield’s eyes twinkled. “Miranda has
chosen a rather controversial topic for her thesis, a new
interpretation of the corpus of Victorian erotica.”
The
newcomer’s polite smile expanded to a grin. “Really. That’s
fascinating. Sounds far more—stimulating—than my dissertation on
the metaphorical significance of orphans in Dickens and his
contemporaries.”
Miranda’s
blush deepened as she noted the double entendre. She met his teasing
gaze, almost defiantly. “Yes, it is an intriguing topic, and I
believe one of considerable literary and social significance, as
well.” He had thick, dark hair, slightly tousled. His eyes behind
the glasses were velvety brown with glints of gold. In his face, she
saw intelligence, energy, and humor.
“Miranda
has championed an unusual theory, that the explosion of
sexually-oriented writing during the latter half of the nineteenth
century was a reflection of actual practices, rather than a reaction
against repressive public morals.” Her advisor appeared to be
enjoying the role of agent provocateur. “She believes that the
detailed accounts of sexual adventure and aberration published during
the era chronicled real experiences, not merely fantasies.”
“Hmm.”
Their bespectacled companion looked both amused and interested. “What
evidence do you have to support this proposition?”
“Well,
to begin with,” said Miranda, automatically adopting an academic
tone, “a significant fraction of these writings are first person
accounts. And a surprising number are related from a woman’s
perspective. If this were primarily a literature of fantasy and
titillation, I would expect a male point-of-view to dominate, as it
does in modern pornography.” Miranda was encouraged to see that her
audience listened attentively and gave due consideration to her
points.
“Secondly,
these tales are full of real-world details and commentary that would
be superfluous and even distracting in fictional erotica. The
protagonists discuss social issues such as poverty, child abuse,
oppression of the lower classes, things that can only detract from a
work intended as escapist fantasy. Even a hack pornographer knows
better than to mention the unpleasant or the mundane, illegitimate
pregnancies, unpaid bills, rising damp. Yet references to such items
are common in the corpus.
“Finally,
I find in many of these writings a thoughtfulness that conflicts with
the conventions of the pornographic genre. The narrators are engaged
in a wide variety of sexual activities, which are described in vivid
and provocative detail. At the same time, in many cases, they reflect
on their own desires and behaviors, sometimes justifying themselves
in the face of the official morality, sometimes castigating
themselves for weakness and sinfulness. Either way, there is a
psychological depth that would be redundant in fictional erotica.”
“So,
what you are saying,” interposed Mark with a grin, “is that a
fictional character would simply go ahead and bugger his maid,
whereas an individual writing a clandestine diary would spend some
time and effort wondering why he wanted to bugger his maid, before he
got around to actually doing it?”
“No,
no, that’s not it at all!” Miranda, embarrassed and flustered,
wondered if the new instructor had been reading her manuscript over
her shoulder. Her eyes flashed. “You’re not willing to take me
seriously, any more than the submission review committee for the
Association for Modern Literature!”
“Now,
Miranda,” soothed her advisor. “Mark was just teasing you.”
Looking again at the attractive stranger, Miranda saw that Scofield
was telling the truth.
“Sorry,
I didn’t mean to offend you.” Mark held out his hand like a peace
offering. “I really am delighted to meet you. Your theory is
unconventional and provocative, but who knows, it might actually be
true.”
His
skin was cool and dry, the pressure of his fingers firm and
confident.
“Let
me take you out for coffee, and you can tell me more about what your
research has turned up thus far.” As he released her hand, he
brushed his fingers lightly against her palm.
The
secret, sensual gesture terrified her. Miranda found herself reacting
as she so often did in the presence of a man who desired her. She
felt herself tense, contract, her fears and uncertainties condensing
into a dense, cold knot under her solar plexus. Her face was stiff
and wooden as she tried to smile. “Thank you, but I can’t right
now. I have an incredible amount of work to get done.”
“Diligent,
industrious Miranda,” her advisor scolded her lightly. “You need
to take more time for yourself. It is Saturday, after all.”
“Thanks,
but I need to work harder. I need more evidence to support my theory.
Deeper study, of a larger number of texts.”
“Please…”
Mark began, disappointment plain in his voice. Then he saw clearly
that she would not be swayed. “Well, maybe another time.” He
smiled so warmly that the icy knot thawed slightly. “I’d
definitely like to get to know you better, Miranda.”
After
they left, Miranda sank back into her chair and put her face in her
hands. Her reactions were crazy and inconsistent. On the one hand,
she nervously rejected the attentions of an attractive, educated,
appealing man like Anderson. And on the other—she could not bring
herself to review the events of the previous night, but she was
acutely and uncomfortably aware that she had acted outrageously.
Buy
Links
Ebook
Kinky
Literature:
https://kinkyliterature.com/book/362-incognito-secret-lives-forbidden-loves
Amazon
US: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B1N7CTMQ
Amazon
UK: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0B1N7CTMQ
Smashwords:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1147874
Kobo:
https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/incognito-secret-lives-forbidden-loves
Goodreads:
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/61138791-incognito
Audio
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Narrated by Freya Victoria
Amazon:
https://www.amazon.com/Incognito-Secret-Lives-Forbidden-Loves/dp/B0BMWG2XQK
Audible:
https://www.audible.com/pd/Incognito-Audiobook/B0BMWDKQH2
Paperback
(Amazon) -
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0D57SFNSF
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